Hey,

It's been awhile....lol.  I must admit I have two journals, so it's getting harder to post in both.  My other journal is on myspace.com (http://blog.myspace.com/poets_rain).  Sometimes I post the same things, sometimes not. 

I was sitting here thinking, while listening to Goapele (she is hot), about life and lovel.  She sings this line....I was wating for this magical moment that would prove to me that forever would be fine......... and another.......Making peace with loving you, peace within me, getting pieces of us...i'm claiming them all

I wonder am I still awaiting that magical moment...lol.  Have I made peace with loving you?  These are some heavy questions...lol, but ones I should have the damn answers to by now.  I do, the song just makes me think about love....

Can someone have a "First Love" twice?  more than one soulmate?  Can one mistake, one wrong decision, cost you a love of a lifetime? 

We often make decisions that we instantly regret when it comes to love and life and for some reason can never regroup from them.  We never look at both sides of the decision before hand, but the thing is if we did no one would make mistakes and we all would be perfect?   Who is ready to say they are perfect?